On my birthday two days ago, I lost my baby.
It was 8 weeks old.
I had some slight bleeding on Monday, so on Tuesday on my birthday I went to the Gynae.
He could not find a heartbeat.
Yesterday we checked again, and he confirmed our baby is dead.
JF and I are devastated.
Everything has been incredibly difficult since we came to this country.
And now this.......I feel like someone just punched me in the face.
Don't know what to do. Tomorrow I will have an operation under GA to remove the baby.
I'm scared.
To quote Hansel, my dear friend from his blog...."There is still the daylight to overcome."
4 comments:
Hi Dawn,
Really sad to hear about your baby.
Wee Keong told me about the unfortunate incident over the phone today.
Just be strong, ok.
By the way, I am the donkey friend of Wee Keong.
We met once outside Substation.
After spending some time to read your blog, I feel that you have been missing home and having a bad time in Istanbul.
And this incident made it worse.
Remember you are never alone.
Cry if it make you feel better.
However life still goes on and I hope you will be postive and become stronger.
Dearest Dawn, It's not the end... thanks for sharing your story. There are many mothers out there who have been through it and came out stronger and have continued to try for babies with success.
With time you and JF will heal.... give yourself time..
Many hugs, dawn
How sad! I'm very sorry to hear about the loss... And on your birthday even.
Here's me hoping things will get better quickly.
Dear Dawn,
I know words are of insufficient comfort, I know loss hurts, I know you are in no receiving mode for talk or laughter, or condolences, or consolances. Hugs feel empty, speech feels ashen, day feels like the stretched-out abyss of night. You are not alone. I am thinking of you, and somehow believing that ebbs of love can transcend space.
Hansel
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